Im walking and I see a beast from my mind and my breath caches, my heart races. I stumble at the sight of it, my mind screams at me to think and I regain my composure. As the beast moves by I walk, heart still pounding in my chest, breath held, mind still screaming . And the one thing I can think of is boys suck.
I look up at my parents in defeat, with tears running down my face and, my neck and, the hands, my hands covering my eyes.
I cry.
I cry internally. I cry externally, I say why. Why must you make me choose like this, I love you I love them. Why must you do such things to make me feel this way.
I cry upon the ground, my tears give life to the rose that grows and wilts with every passing minuet and when it dies I die with it.
Lies all start with a spoken word or a thought, thought .
Those who are gullible believe and spread. The liars get away and the gullible get punished for some thing they thought was truth, and liars start there twisted game again.
Why dose every body leave me or get taken away from me I just don't under stand. These are people I love, respect and then they are gone, why am I cursed. Why do I have to live alone in internal darkness, its SHIT I tell you IT IS TOTAL SHIT!!! I just want to be with people who like me and wont leave.
Favourite genre of music: almost all music worth listing to Favourite photographer: me but my camra dosent work right know but my scaner dose Favourite style of art: none Skin of choice: every skin color Favourite cartoon character: InuYasha
i feal like shit right now.. ive been thinkin about my ex all day..... my heart akes fo him.. i still love him so much
well im gonna eather go write, draw, or kill my self.... i prefer the last
my life is beautifully messed up but schools out so things are all cool...
except for my need to get a second job... maby a third.....
so my hope of gitting a bunch of stuff up that ive been neglecting is kinda going down the drain.....
my need for money comes for the fact that i just got a new car from my rents for my birthday.... wich is in 2 weeks (for all those in the western WA area im having a party on the 7th of july come if u want (bring booze)) but i have to pay them back for the car.... plz tell we how that makes it a present... well thats $3000... and my insurence went up from 450 to 712.04 (whats with the 4 cents???) that piss